Warrior-tourists: Patrol on “market street” (Baghdad, May, 2003)

I snapped this picture of our PL and our interpreter, mostly because I thought it was goofy that we had a parade of Baghdad children following us around. (May, 2003)

I snapped this picture of our PL and our interpreter, mostly because I thought it was goofy that we had a parade of Baghdad children following us around. (May, 2003)

As our platoon leader and platoon sergeant spoke with their counterparts from the 101st, us soldiers scouted out the school and each squad found a room to drop their gear in and claim as home. The 101st soldiers walked around this small compound, looking raggedy, sleeves cut off their brown t-shirts. We judged them and found reasons to continue to hate them. Here in this Baghdad school, just like in Karbala, they left their mark, spray painting black hearts – their unit designation – on the windows of the building. To us, they were undisciplined. These little discrepancies gave us reason to hate.

There has always been friendly hostility between the 101st and the 82nd. Mostly because the 101st calls themselves an “airborne” division but they don’t actually jump out of airplanes. They “air assault” meaning they ride helicopters somewhere and get out. So does everyone else, but the 101st does it a little more.

While our leaders spoke with one another, we did the same with our counterparts. Joes found guys with dip and cigarettes and began to shoot the shit. NCOs found other NCOs and discussed how things went down here – things like guard duty (how many men did it take to secure the building? what were the on/off rotations like?). They told us that they were mostly doing “presence patrols” – walking around their sector letting people know they were here, and occasional raids on the criminals’ homes.

To show us around the neighborhood, our leadership planned a joint patrol, where a couple of NCOs from the 101st would go out with us as we did our first patrol. The 101st passed along some information that there was a storefront down market street that was selling weapons. The 101st hired a local Baghdadi, M, to serve as their interpreter. M was a middle-aged man, maybe in his late 40s who was an engineer before the war started. College educated, he spoke good English and was friendly. The guys from the 101st seemed to like him, but we were all very skeptical. We had never worked with an Iraqi in such a close capacity before. The only interpreters we knew were the ones we brought with us from the US. We had a grand total of one for our battalion (~1000 paratroopers) and he was usually with the Battalion Commander.

Our PL planned a deliberate mission and gathered the platoon to give a hasty OPORD. It was the most information we had gotten for a mission since we invaded. It was hard to tell if he was doing it because this was new territory – Baghdad – and things might be more complicated or because the leadership from the 101st was there, watching.

After the brief, we put on our gear and flowed out of the school, making a right towards market street a couple of blocks away.

Our first patrol in Baghdad.

This was significantly different than anything else we had done until now. The streets were busy. Iraqis were much closer to us than we’d experienced before, literally bumping into us as we moved through the market, like we were navigating a crowded Times Square. I’d try to shake uncomfortable eye contact with smiles and greetings, which were usually returned. I enjoyed walking past store fronts and peeking inside, wondering what they sold and wanting to go in. Warrior-Tourist.

As we approached the suspected store selling weapons, we spread out to pull security and formed a perimeter. The storefront was on the corner of a major four way intersection. Throngs of vehicles and people passed by. We created a little bubble of space for our leadership to move inside and speak with the owner. They brought him outside. He didn’t speak English.

As planned, our platoon sergeant shouted into the Iraqi crowd “Does anyone here speak English? Can anyone help?”

Across the street, M emerged. He had been following our patrol from the other side of the street. This was the way he operated with the 101st, coloring himself as just a random guy on the street who speaks English. A good samaritan who just happened to be there to defuse a local situation, not a guy employed by the occupying forces.

“I speak English,” M said, “I can help.”

With his crisp white shirt, pressed slacks, neatly combed hair and a dark pair of sunglasses, M crossed the street and placed his hand on the shoulder of the store owner and began translating – no, interpreting. That is, he said the things he knew he needed to say to accomplish the mission.

After a few minutes of conversation, the store owner admitted he had been selling weapons, but just small rifles and pistols to residents for their personal protection. He didn’t have any cache of weapons.

We took some information and  headed back to our school, taking a different route through a residential area. We walked through streets lined by high walls, hiding courtyards and homes. Women sprayed water in their courtyards and swept our mud with squeegee brooms, glancing up at us as we passed. Children played in the street and ran to us, growing larger in numbers and settling in a snake behind our patrol. They’d shout and try to make us react, using the few English words they knew, “Mista! Mista! Bush good! Sadd-am bad!”

Any reaction was a win for them, whether it was anger or joy. At first, we found it amusing. As more and more children tagged along, it became annoying and we began to worry about what would happen to them if we were attacked. We’d try to shoo them away, and they’d quickly scatter only to reassemble moments later, following us all the way to our little compound.

As we filed back into the school, M debriefed with our PL. They made arrangements for meeting again the next day and then he went home for the night. The rest of us found our rooms and dropped our gear, collapsing down against the wall and then picking up where we left off. Cigarettes were lit, games of Spades were resumed, letters were written.

Some of us just stared at the wall.

A note on Blue Falcons

From *Mewberries @ deviantART

From *Mewberries @ deviantART

While in basic training, I became quickly aware that the Army had its own specialized language. Special words and phrases flowed freely from the drill sergeants to be quickly appropriated by us privates and used liberally like we had only ever spoken them.

“Good job, that’s squared away.”

“Well would you look at this muldoon!”

“Go wash your booger pickers and get ready for chow.”

“Don’t be a buddy f@!%er!”

That last one was especially important in basic training where the group was often punished for the sins of the individual. If someone messed up, brining the wrath of the drill sergeants upon us, he would often be deemed a “buddy f@!%er.”

Not once through basic training or Airborne School do I remember hearing the term blue falcon as another way to say buddy f@!%er without being as vulgar.

And then I was assigned to 3d Battalion, 325th Airborne Infantry Regiment (Blue Falcons). 1st Battalion were the Red Falcons and 2nd Battalion were the White Falcons. We were the Blue Falcons.

It still didn’t register with me because I had never heard the term before. Then, one day while waiting in line at the Blue Falcon Dining Facility, someone explained it to me. I was completely dumbfounded. I wondered how long the term had been in use and when our Regiment chose its naming convention.

Today, I hear the term Blue Falcon used all the time. People are having fun with it. 3/325 AIR has since been re-designated 2/508 PIR (this occuring during realignment in the mid-2000s).

Still, whenever I hear someone throw around ‘blue falcon,’ I use it as an opportunity to give them a quick history lesson on what was once a deadly airborne infantry formation.

Ghosts on campus: student-veterans of the Vietnam era at City College

I’ve been doing some research on the ROTC at the City College of New York and came across this piece in The Campus newspaper. It’s called “College: a vets’ eye view” and the author interviews some of the student-veterans on campus about their views on the war in Vietnam. I am completely sucked into these pieces because all of this happened at my alma mater. The same things I experienced at City between 2007 and 2010, student veterans faced forty years ago, and probably sixty years ago too after World War II.

But I never really knew. None of us did. All of this information is lost. Ghosts of the past walk the campus, experiencing the same things over and over and over again. All this gnashing of teeth and tormented thoughts. The answers all there, buried in texts from the past. This has all been done before.

Most of the veterans, although they agreed that anti-war protest is important and necessary, felt that they were somewhere to the political right of most students, if not in their attitudes, certainly in their actions. It’s possible that is because most of them are married and working at least part-time, and feel that they have a greater investment in the “system” than other students have.

For the same reason, most of them felt that their attitude toward their education was somewhat more pragmatic than most other students’. Several said that their only interest in the school was to get a degree as fast as possible.

The more things change, the more they stay the same.

College: a vets' eyes view

Returned veterans speak out

The Violet Hijab (Baghdad, May 3, 2003)

One does not simply walk into Baghdad.”

“Listen up. We’re going to do this convoy a little differently. Flaps down. No pointing weapons out the sides. We don’t want anyone knowing you’re in there” explained the sergeant as he slid the latch, closing the tailgate of our truck.

“What the fuck” was the retort, which about summed up all of the questions we had regarding why.

Sternly, “Not my decision,” then explaining, “Apparently some of your brothers with the Red Falcons decided to shoot up a crowd in a place called Fallujah. Now everyone there hates us and is out for blood. We’re just gonna drive fast and get on to Baghdad.”

We exchanged incredulous glances as the side flaps were unfastened, thick canvas falling quickly to the sides and covering the inside of our truck in darkness, making this trip to the big city seem as routine as a sleepy drive to a firing range back home on Fort Bragg.

We weren’t supposed to look out but we all peeked through the slits in the canvas, expecting to see angry bullets fly into our eyes. The drive was as uneventful as any other we’ve experienced thus far. An hour passed, and we entered the outskirts of Baghdad. We struggled in our body armor to secure the canvas to the roof so we could see the jewel of our invasion. Before we left Fort Bragg, our squad sat in my dirty barracks room and discussed how we thought the war would play out. We all agreed that it would probably be an easy war until we got to Baghdad, where we then expected a months long siege. A real slugfest with high casualties. We joked throughout the train-up in Kuwait and the first days of war that we “just wanted to make it to Baghdad.” That was the prize.

And there we were. Warrior-tourists. Cameras out, snapping pictures of the skyline. Karbala was a city in the same way that any fourth or fifth biggest city in a midwestern state is a city. Baghdad was New York. We saw it immediately. Nicer cars, more noise, more movement. Street vendors. Advertising. Rivers and bridges and monuments. Concrete.

The scars of war were there too. Gaping holes in giant brown buildings. Rubble. Smoke on the horizon.

Our truck snaked its way through some tight streets and then turned onto what would become known to us later as “market street.” I’ve come to learn that Iraq was full of market streets, ambush alleys, triangles of death, etc. Everyone thought they had the only one. Or the one. Everyone fighting their own, private war.

Market street was crowded. We were trapped in traffic for longer than we had ever been and the throngs of people around us, mostly shopping and watching us, made us uncomfortable. Some of us waved. I waved. Some waved back. Most didn’t.

The longer we sat in one spot, the more intense our security posture became. Our truck must have looked like a an angry green porcupine, rifles slowly rising out the sides after a few moments of inactivity, only to drop again when we resumed movement.

Finally, we turned off of the street and stopped. A shout came from the front to dismount. I crouched down low to the bed of the truck and then jumped out, landing square on my feet some four feet below in a squat.

Dust kicked up around my boots and my eyes closed tightly, absorbing the impact of the leap and hard crash onto the concrete. Armor and ammunition added some forty extra pounds to my skeleton. Eyes opening, I began to rise from the ground, body filling my  armor as it slid back into position, ceramic plates hugging my vital organs. A gap opened in my body armor, releasing a hot, familiar smell. I turned to my left to move out and clear the way for the next guy to get off of the truck like I’d done hundreds of times before, looking quickly for a place to pull security. A few feet away from me walked an Iraqi girl, probably in her twenties – my age. She wore a purple fitted top, a long black skirt, and an expensive looking violet hijab, wrapped neatly around her hair. She moved swiftly, looking down, and with a purpose, like she was going to school or work. She didn’t look up at me. She completely ignored the hulking truck idling, pumping black smoke into the air a few feet from her, spitting out an endless supply of angry, dirty paratroopers ready to kill everything if it meant ending this thing. I watched her walk past and she disappeared. She never looked. I turned back to my task and looked up to see I was on a normal housing street. A “block” like the one I grew up on. How do you pull security on a block? What does that even mean? I stood there holding my rifle and scanned.

We funneled into a school that was being used as a headquarters for a platoon from the 101st Airborne Division. We were finally here in the big city. We all made it to Baghdad.

Welcome to Baghdad (May 3, 2003)

 

From a letter dated May 3, 2003:

We came to Baghdad today. Right now my platoon is at a school in downtown Baghdad with the 101st. Bleh! They’ll only be here for another couple of days though. Then we should be by ourselves. From what I’ve seen, Baghdad isn’t that bad.

We really shouldn’t be here too much longer. We’ll probably do some patrols here in the city, but not much more than that. The war is over. It’s all police work now. Our rules of engagement are starting to get pretty strict.

 

Celebrating “mission accomplished” by the lakeside (May 1, 2003)

We really hadn't done anything since Karbala. The war was over for us. We spent a week at this lake town, asking for permission to go swimming, eating MREs, dreaming of home. We had a magical morning where we woke up to see plots of neatly stacked packages in our courtyard - it was like Christmas morning. Thoughts of war receded. On this warm evening, we watched EOD detonate some bombs they found in the distance. A celebration to end the war, we all said. Like the 4th of July. Somewhere far away, President Bush gave his "mission accomplished" speech. (Habbaniyah, May 1, 2003)

We really hadn’t done anything since Karbala. The war was over for us. We spent a week at this lake town, asking for permission to go swimming, eating MREs, dreaming of home. We had a magical morning where we woke up to see plots of neatly stacked packages in our courtyard – it was like Christmas morning. Thoughts of war receded. On this warm evening, we watched EOD detonate some bombs they found in the distance. A celebration to end the war, we all said. Like the 4th of July. Somewhere far away, President Bush gave his “mission accomplished” speech. (Habbaniyah, May 1, 2003)